Bleeding Love

It's been a long long time i have a relationship...

As i care it very much, it doesn't mean anything...

Love needs consideration, too much problems to be solved together, but those love which pass it through are the truth, need to appreciate it....

I think i really fell in love for the first time, first time know the meaning of a love song, ad first time heart bleeding, it's hurt...

Those cloudy and misery days i had gone through, it's memories....

I just want to be happy...

Now it's getting better....

" Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud,
but they don't know the truth "
Leona Lewis, Bleeding love.

Sweet Day !

it was a special day for me, although that did not happen to me, but it happened to my best friend.

It's about her ex, and i'm like a small kid listened to her story. The sweet memories were great !

I was totally in her situation. Because the guy was caring about her and she was really love the guy. Althought the guy was away now and my friend seemed like forgot the guy already, but i knew, she is still remember the man who gave her all the memories. She is still waiting him.

My friends already accept the separation now, but i didnt know how she felt during the separation. Shje said it doesn't matter if they can't unite, is it ? What a great kind of feeling.

Some people want a glamourous love and always finding a good looking partner, and these all are bull shit ! When you have the right person, the looking or what the other have does not really seem so important.

A love doesn't need too much to say about, when it comes, just accept , Gemini perception, haha.

and i'm here to hope that they will unite ! And Yea , Brother in law ! Welcome !

Life can be easy

Maria Sharapova, i want watch her match.


Thanks for all my friend who wish me birthday.
it's a day make me clear about what i'm doing.
i treat my friend very bad, i always think about it.
why can't i treat my friend better ?
maybe i should start to change my idiot character.

What life can bring to me ? joy ? or what ?
i can decide what my life can be. it's your answear my friend.
what we like sometime can't be a job.
maybe we should not think too much , live happily for now for everyday.

Some time, i wanna do things i want but the situation not allow.
Like have a chance to watch concert or tennis grand slam ( for live), or have a nice tea time with family, have a nice designer ( my wearing style is so so), have a nice cooper, have a house, travel.
ya, it's my dream, what we live is for dream ...
think too far is just make us complicated.

Christina Aguilera... i hope i'm there when she has a concert...